Hopeless

you'd think now's the time i'd let it go
you'd think i'd learn to lose my pride
you think this year was long enough somehow
to make me lose my mind

and it still haunts the back of my mind
the ghosts of summers supposed to last
it still places memories behind
but i'm still chasing the past

no matter how hard it tries to get away
torturing what's left is my cover
and i'll leave the days i want to stay
i'm just a hopeless something or other

today's the day i leave it all behind
tomorrows the day i regret it
i keep pretending i'm strong enough
but i think i should forget it

no matter how hard it tries to get away
torturing what's left is my cover
and i'll leave the days i want to stay
i'm just a hopeless something or other

and even though i should let it go
i can't just let you walk away
and even though the words you spoke
can't repeat themselves in present day
it's time to show and let you know
it will always be the same

i can't just change

no matter how hard it tries to get away
torturing what's left is my cover
and i'll leave the days i want to stay
i'm just a hopeless something or other

and i'm sorry